每一次我都在人们诧异的眼光中赞叹

在人们的习以为常理所当然里引以为然

从初时的上海到眼前的荷兰

童话便慢慢从彩页的杂志里来到了我的面前

 

无心看书的片刻出门走走是最好的休闲

再说起困难 更像是陈词滥调

就不如享受吧

不能没日没夜只是咬文嚼字

我需要明朗清新的味觉 静谧和蔼的视野

美丽的橱窗 美丽的售货姑娘

欧洲总在转角

Maas river

Yongkee Chinese cuisine

希望照片能够吐露我的心情和近况

希望看照片的人能一样歆享

 

其间跟室友聊起上海 便分外想念

有的城市说不出哪里好 但就是忘不了

只是国际漫游今日已到期 上海的号码暂时不用了

新的电话 +31 0647245093

虽然我觉得在这么遥远的地方写下这些 实在有点过意不去

但焦虑陪伴我的这两个星期 真让我沮丧 找不到别的词语来赘言修饰了
一切都源于学习上的困难 每周只有四节课 但是每节课之前都要看几百页的学术文章

每周交一篇报告 每周做一次PRESENTATION 课堂上随时还要讨论发言

大部分的德国学生发起言来滔滔不绝 字正腔圆 想要完全的听懂都好难 回答他们尖锐的问题对我来说更是难上加难了
 
所以我完全没有心意去做其他的事情

白天热闹的集市 遍地的博物馆画廊 夜间热情开朗的荷兰人在酒馆里又唱又跳 不亦乐乎的场面 我都只能是路过而已
此刻我依然面对着艰深难懂的文章 咬着牙想要读下去 但真的觉得好难
 
我知道如果有一天 如果我能完全适应学习的节奏毫 没有障碍地去表达自己 我会比现在快乐
这个城市很美 我一定会拍下来 带给你们看的

还有 谢谢你们依然关心我 给我安慰 为我取暖
CHEERS
Maggie from Maastricht,NL

It was this afternoon when I went to the library,

a little bit old man,who seems to be an officer,smiled into me,

with a quite interesting and surprisng question

Little girl,how s your life

Difficult! is the first word came to my mind!

Then we just cannot stop laughing at each other and finally passsed by

Anyway,i still feel happy seating here in the library to write down my recent stories

 

It was a modern dancing course I took the other day

at the very begining,everything went so well,every action so easy,everyone with smiles on their faces

as the time wentby,I got more and more confusing and it was quite hard to follow the others

It made me feel so bad and desperately just want to go back to my house

 

The new course I took in this block  turned out to be the same situation

Everybody else was so diligent and well prepared

Everyone seems to have so many ideas and questions to discuss and debate

But to me,it is quite difficult to speak out anything

even to finish the required reading before the tutorial begin is like impossible

 

I definitely need more time to adapt while actrually no time to waste and nobody can wait

 

I dont mean to give anxiety to  you guys

but to be honest life to me at the moment is really tough 

of course there are always better side 

like I ve got two very nice roommates and a cozy and comfy room on my own

So thats it

I have to stop at here and keep working

Let's wait and see what would happen in the near future

Best regards

to China

 

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